← Music午前4時の想像
Imagining at 4AM
Nothing has been lost yet — checking for warmth before sleep will come.
Lyrics
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Original
隣の呼吸を 数えながら
いつか止まる日を 考えてる
病気とか 事故とか 心変わりとか
起きてないことに 怯えてる
今がいいほど
先が こわくなる
午前4時の想像だけが
やけに 具体的で 困る
午前4時 隣で眠ってるのに
いなくなる日を 見てしまう
Not yet, not yet, まだ何も
失くしてなんて いないのに
先に死ぬのは どっちだろう
残されるのは たぶん 私だ
そんなことばかり 上手になって
朝には 忘れたふりをする
まだ何も 起きてない
それだけが 救いで
午前4時の想像だけが
やけに 具体的で 困る
午前4時 隣で眠ってるのに
いなくなる日を 見てしまう
Not yet, not yet, まだ何も
失くしてなんて いないのに
毛布の下で 指先を探す
起こさないように そっと触れる
体温がある それを確かめて
やっと 少しだけ 眠くなる
確かめないと
眠れない夜がある
午前4時の想像だけが
やけに 具体的で 困る
午前4時 隣で眠ってるのに
いなくなる日を 見てしまう
Not yet, not yet, まだ何も
失くしてなんて いないのに
永遠じゃないって 知ってて
それでも 隣にいる
終わりがあるから
今夜が 濃くなるのかな
午前4時の想像だけが
やけに 具体的で 困る
午前4時 隣で眠ってるのに
いなくなる日を 見てしまう
Not yet, not yet, まだ何も
失くしてなんて いないのに
午前4時の想像を
朝までに 消しておく
English translation
Counting the breaths beside me
I think about the day they'll stop
illness, accidents, a change of heart
afraid of things that haven't happened
the better now is
the more the future frightens me
Only the 4 AM imaginings
are far too vivid, and it troubles me
4 AM — you're asleep right here
and still I see the day you're gone
Not yet, not yet — I haven't
lost anything at all
Which of us will die first, I wonder
the one left behind is probably me
I only get better at thoughts like these
and by morning I pretend I forgot
nothing has happened yet
that alone is the mercy
Only the 4 AM imaginings
are far too vivid, and it troubles me
4 AM — you're asleep right here
and still I see the day you're gone
Not yet, not yet — I haven't
lost anything at all
Under the blanket I search for your fingertips
touching softly so you won't wake
there's warmth there — once I've confirmed it
at last I get a little sleepy
there are nights I can't sleep
without checking first
Only the 4 AM imaginings
are far too vivid, and it troubles me
4 AM — you're asleep right here
and still I see the day you're gone
Not yet, not yet — I haven't
lost anything at all
I know this isn't forever
and I stay beside you anyway
maybe it's because it ends
that tonight runs this deep
Only the 4 AM imaginings
are far too vivid, and it troubles me
4 AM — you're asleep right here
and still I see the day you're gone
Not yet, not yet — I haven't
lost anything at all
These 4 AM imaginings —
I'll erase them before morning